Billing boats Witte Zee
You are NOT an addict! I am in the same boat you are. Chronic pain is freighted with labels, and the doctors make you feel like a bad person when all you want to do is make life livable. I think the doctors who have no compassion are fixated on making sure people suffer in life, that since they themselves suffer, those who are in pain must learn t live with it like everybody else. It is the most difficult things to do, to get across to the medical community you are in pain. They are now cowardly for the most part, afraid to prescribe. You can use an assault rifle and murder people and become a media star, but if you take the responsibility to medicate yourself you are a criminal int his world. This is a shame, a crime., I hope things get better, my friend. Please hang in there, don't give up!